My dear,
It is
incomprehensible, it is incomprehensible, and I'm not going to try to explain.
But still I would like to point at what I really am. I am in a not very easy
period of my life, a time of changes. Sometimes panic, sometimes resignation.
Comes and goes. I, Annette, who thinks that ‘ I am’.
Realize
this: I won’t go and I didn’t come. I'm always here and there. Always. And
never. How paradoxical. Every person knows this, it’s your nature. Whatever you
think of it , I need you to tell you
this and you can be open for this if you
feel like it. Do you want? Okay. Listen: being born and dying are learned
concepts. Concepts that happen in NOW. NOW. Here and now. You were told that
you were born, you were told you will die. Don’t believe it. You are here and
now.
But, the
NOW doesn’t really exist… Why not?Because you are already making a concept of
NOW. Experiencing NOW is experiencing nothing. A nothing. A not position. A NOT existing position. Any
position you will imagine will find place in your mind. Cut the crap.
How do I
know? I can not know. But I'm telling you.
You don’t
want to know? Good. Knowing or not knowing are just concepts, the same sides of the same coin. I fucking can not help
it that I have to pretend what I'm saying. It's what I am.
I'm not a
teacher, I have no charisma, I am something nothing. An average person, the
average formless creature. And that is why I sing this for you.
Please
forgive me if I am not clear to you. So let me be clear now: live your live as
if you will die next moment.