Change of position

change of position

I would assume that a position change has taken place in me where the focus is on awareness of my observations. It's taking a kind of distance from myself, the idea that you will look at yourself. From this point of view - looking at yourself - there seems to be a distance between yourself and yourself. It is an imaginary distance. I leave the position in which I look at myself as the "spectator".

I would place the emphasis on this look at the spectator . It is a more contemplative position, from which you look at how and what you experience. So all the emotions that you have,  you just look simultaneously at it from a distance. This is initially a strange sensation. If you do this much then you actually learn the trick to distance yourself  from your emotions but still, you  let them be, you accept everything.

If you are very proficient in this, you will see at some point that you are also the spectator of that illusionary point , you are the spectator of the spectator.

And would you fall into a mirror effect: you, the observer of the spectator of the spectator and so on.  You are always the laaaast  spectator! Got it? That means you cannot  actually see yourself!